Hiya every one .....

I am Sez .. I am 36 yrs old and have one teenage daughter Bex who is 13 yrs old and last year 2007 Bex won pride award for Beds Herts and Buck carer of the year award .. A local radio station chiltern radio ...
I have had FM most of my life but it flared up in a big way in 2005-2006- and it got even worse 07 and 08 ..
I am on morphine now for the pain which doesnt really take all the pain away but it takes the edge off of it ... I live with pain 24 hours a day 7 days a week .. I never get a break... I am sure I am not alone with this ..
I also have a few other health problems my lungs arent great .. I suffer with mental health problems depression and a slight personallity disorder ... Diabetic ..
I have lost my husband back in 1998 my mum in 04 and my dad just in feb this year 08... I do get very low .. I also can be very paranoid ..
I can not spell very well so please forgive my spelling mistakes in the posts I write .. I have hardly any memoery at all so I forget things easy .. I am stuck in my house as I cant walk very far at all with out being in loads of pain ..
I live in Bedfordshire UK .. I enjoy making new friends .. Writing .. craft making .. cards mainly... I have 6 cats and one dog .. I love animals ..
I am sure you have heard enough about me .. But if you would like to know more please feel free to send me a message and ask .. If I can I will answer any questions ..
Take care every one ... I hope your all as well as possible when reading this ..
Bye 4 now
Sez xx